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I'm living as clean as I could, writing about it as a source of motivation, accountability and sometimes an outlet for frustrated cupcake cravings. Oh, I do like pretty bags, they make the occasional appearance here.

Sunday, June 11, 2017

Too Many Things, Too Scared

I'm writing to just clear some things in my head. This Ramadan started so well for me but then I got my period on the 7th day and then everything went downhill from there.

I know what to do to get back on the horse but oh it is so daunting. First off, I need to sleep early so I can wake up early and have my day run like a normal person. But it's already 4.30 am now (four freaking thirty!) and I have yet to shower and change the bed sheet before I can sleep. Maybe I'll forgo the shower.

Work is also piling up, new projects started and stalled.

I know procrastination is caused by fear, for me it is fear of the unknown sprinkled with a bit of laziness. Most of the things I need to do would be done in 5 mins, forwarding work email, making a sales call etc. Come on now, get it together!

Off to bed, I may not even change the bed sheet.

p/s My positive self is screaming at me to finish off this post on a positive note. So here it is:

1. I will wash my face and brush my teeth.
2. I will sleep for 3 hours (completing 2 cycles of REM sleep) and shower immediately after waking up.
3. I will settle the easiest work thing after shower, which is clearing work emails and setting up the team for the week.
4. I will scan and send the letters to ITBM to translate.
5. I will call around to find a seminar room in Melaka.
6. Study the materials for sales calls and make JUST one call tomorrow, minimum.

Okay, actually feeling better now :-)

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